I've been completely non-existent for the past few months and I really want to apologize. Idk how many of you even read my journals, but if you're waiting on something from me and you see this, this is for you.
Life has just been super shit recently, my depression got worse, school is killing me, I'm super stressing about college and money and stuff for next year, and the absolute worst of all,I sold Bubba
He's gone off somewhere to a new family, with a new girl to love him. He's too far for me to visit easily. After he got in the trailer I had about 2 minutes to say good bye to him. I heard he's doing well and is having fun with his new pony friend, but I miss him so much, and I still cry over his fly veils at night no matter how stupid that might sound. His halter hangs above my bed and I plastered my picture wall with him. Needless to say, a chunk of me is missing and I lost all remaining motivation.
Tomorrow is Prom, 24th is Grad and then I'm home free. I promise work will be coming. Those commissions will be done and anything I owe to anybody will be finished. I just need a little time. And if you don't want to wait for that to happen please, please, please
message me and I will give you a full refund, absolutely no problem at all.
I just needed a bit of down time.
I still love all of you. With all that being said, Comiccon was a few weekends ago, and Gwen and I had the time of our fucking lives. Kinda helped get my mind of everything for a few days. Dressed up, bought awesome stuff, took great pictures, got asked for a shit-ton of pictures and met Jessica Nigri, so at least that one week wasn't ridiculously terrible.